FuckMyDaily

you was never like that before.
dad,you never raise your voice at me once!
please focus on the different issue we are speaking now.
all i hear my momma say "is okay,mum will get you something new k"
for that god damn shit,i'm no more kid anymore.
why izit you wanna took away my phone when you actually know
how much i adore it.
that is damn too much.i already told you don try to be meddlesome.
i realise my dad is alr gone for life.
the father that i always respect is dead.
i thought you was man of your words.
what a doting dad actually?
faithful husband to my momma?
i guess is just a bullshitting.
don try to  hurt my mom.
don try to let me catch that holy fucking bitch who crawl over my head.
i don give a fucking damn about she is who and so.
FYI-
SHE IS JUST A BLOODY WHORE.
FUCKING AROUND WITH PUNTEH.
A WHORE'S FACE WHO ONLY LET ME STEP ON.
A WHORE'S ASS ONLY LET ME KICK.
A WHORE'S HAND LETTING ME BREAK INTO HALF.
A WHORE'S EYES SUPPOSE TO LET ME DIG IT OUT AND FEED TO MY DOG.
A WHORE IS FOREVER WHORE.
NOTHING CAN EVER CHANGE THE FACT THAT SHE IS WHORE.
HER MOMMA IS ALSO ANOTHER WHORE.
LIVING IN THE LOWLY LIFE.HER DAD IS JUST EVERY MAN OUT ON THE STREET.

-suck my toe please-

i always been playing viwawa.
god.
i crazy over my wawa.
FYI-
i'm so lazy to update my blog.
somehow,so many thing happened in our life.
i do not know how to put it.
my dear friend,
i don hate you nor i detest you.
i'm just feel upset with the things you did to me.
is might be harsh but i have to say,
you are just being too self-centered.
i won forget the laughter we used to have.
teasing each other.
reading buddy's blog,it making me relfect on what actually going on.
what cause our friendship becoming worsen?
maybe each of us do not know what our mind thinking.
maybe we do not know how we felt toward each other.
there something i need to voice it out,
what affected me most was when you assume that i lied?
awwww.


i miss her.i don mind sending her home everynight.
RAHHHH!

last night argued with my mum and dad threaten to confiscate my phone.
WTF!
this trick is like how many years ago.
now you wanna use it on me when i alr enter adult world.
if not for you two,i will have gone home early and have early night
so i went to meet veron at her house area.
blahs.i miss someone.is freaking random to think of her.so i text her.
but is normal to miss that someone.
rAhhHs.
so me and veron crap and laugh.
talking about kaijun and fredrick.
esp kaijun's rabbit.so stupid.
so around 12,i went home.yawn.

on the way back home,i thought of my dead cousin,alex.
sudden feeling so emotional.
i can accept the fact that he is gone for life.
but i just couldn't get over about how he died at wrongful death.
i miss him terribly.
taking a peep at my childhood memories though is maybe quite faded memories.
but i will never forget how he carried me.
brought me and shirley(my cousin and his sister) out and get our favorite snack.
lime covered vanilla ice cream was our favorite.
how i used to stay over his house and played together.
now he is gone,
at funeral,there was so much tears in me.
without any last words,he just gone like this.
how i grabbed his hand and keep wanting him back alive.
how my mum have to pulled me away.
how my uncle and aunt crying for their only son.
how my cousin cried so hard for the lost of her only brother.
how my granny neve get to see him before he died.
how his face change to greenish.
how his girlfriend kept thinkin that she can't move on easily.
his best friends is so hurt.
is all way too sudden for everyone of us.
9months and 16days,i still can't get over the fact he died in a wrong way.
2years sentence for the killer is way too light.
you killed him.
you are a father too and with children.
you are old and see more things than him.
you get to married and start a family.
ain't you too harsh on alex?
i bet you are having guilt for life.
2years is nothing,compared with the man you killed.
the one who have bright future.
fuck it right man.
//i'm sad.

-thumb up-
went to sock family's house to nuah-ing.
met veron after work and had light dinner
then make a trip to the house.
tryin to lure darling to follow us to sock's house.
blahs!
is successful k.
what are we tryin to do is,
making travis and dawn to talk.lalala.
then yong tai and xiao boy came back with sock feng.
so in the house there was,me,veron,travis,dawn,3 socky sister,yong tai and xiao boy.
oh life without this person is simply so peaceful k.
played tekkan with bell,trave and feng.
challengin each other.
shitty man.i keep losing to bell.
but i'm proud that i won bell once jus for the whole bloody night k.
oh.veron keep naggin that i busy playin game and yet
don wan to drink with her.too bad luh.
i'm into the game too much.
took feng's phone and set the her wllpaper into cecilia's pic.
including trav's phone.
i'm not addict to porn k.is fun watching cos is funny.
at least is laugh-able luh.
feng keep thinkin that my mind was full of dirty.
excuse me,that jus a jokes.tai ma de.
oh tml going to club.rAhhhhhHh.
oh ya.yest afternoon,my mind was about clubbing and stuffs.
durin work,i was suppose to asked customer to follow me to basin.

agib-"erm,do you mind follow me to CLUBBING?"
customer-"HUH?!"
agib-"clubbing,clubbing"
customer-burst out laughing
agib"Oop,sorry man,is suppose to follow me to basin"
both of us keep lauging.
calvy stood there and looking at me with weird face.

MON 25th of Feb-

suppose to meet trav but i forgot.
sorry baby.
so i met girlfriend and mabel for late dinner.
craving for chicken rice
but ended at HK cafe.
i swear the food suck man.
gf actully ordered 2plate of fries thinkin that 1plate is not enough
but is alr more than enough.
ate and crap.
i drank clm chowder soup and is taste bland.
ordered "xiao long bao",is suck too.
our comment was,the skin is too thicked.
must as well asked us eat flour instead?
mabel said why am i behavin like gay boy.
rAhHhh.
she and bao said the same thing.
shit.i must correct myself but
i''m a man ok.smile proudly.
must be my colleague influence me.
send gf to bus and acc her waited for her bus
and then walked mabel home.
then cab home.smile.

i need to gossip about someone who is sort annoying to me,buddy and some of our friend.
excuse me,never ever take us for granted
we are nice to you but you don appreciate us.
please do not take us as your side kick.
needing us when your loves ain't free for you.
we don owe you anything.
for now,i just don like the sight of your fuck face.
i don men anything to you so you don mean anything to me.
if you ever ask me for your thing or whatever crap came out from your mouth,
i will just reply you and say "SHUT UP,BITCH"

FRIDAY-
went pasir ris,Hong Kong Cafe for late dinner.
was with chewy(monkey),no ball,brownie,blackie,david,clayton,darling and rowen.
cool eh.lazy to list it out.
one by one ppl went back and left me,rowen and clayton.
don intend to went back home eary.
so we walk aimlessly.till we tired so we sat at the bus stop and chat.
bla bla.i'm lazy.

SAT-
ended work,went over to parkway to meet veron.
then to tiny girl's work place to said hi to her.
then to compass point.met buddy and darren over there.
veron wanna took back her skinny from tiff(tortise).
anyway,i going over there to settle thing out with tortise.
she is jus way too annoying.
knowing that she is cunning asshole.enjoy playing so much trick.
so i not that dumb to lay my hand on her.
i got my own way.so don try me.after that i told her another day settle cos
my friends are hungry.what the chao ni de chee bye.
darren was like keep askin me to punch her.
hey,buddy,your friend is not a good friend luh.

SUN-
As usual,ended work and jy and bao fetch me from work.
walked around and they brought some of the disc.
jy is nut over buying TV.she recently brong plasma and now she wanna
buy the latest edition.then met veron,rowen and cindy.
went for dinner at ASTON.veron,are you glad that you finally brought
her to there.smile.
then went back to parkway cos jy's car was park at there.
so bao and jy leave cos they are tire.
me and cindy saw Mac book.is attract our eyes k.aWwww.
i want it,mummy,i want i want.
i got alot of things to buy.

1. Tv phone-Nokia or China phone
2. PSP (i'm not so into it like other)
3. Mac book
4. Car

how?i'm crazy over alot of thing.cries.
is okay.went to Starbuck and chilled.
met mabel for while and acc her to wait for her friend.
awWww.she was talkin to me about Gloomy.
faints.but why Glommy?so weird luh.
mabel,you are old and still think about Glommy.
=x

feeling tire,sleepy,unwell and shaggy.

SAT-
ended work and went to parkway for while.
drop by at HER there and say hi.
i miss her alot k.
duster birthday,meet up with buddy,feng,veron,babe,dawn and duster
at Plaza Singapura.
had a dinner,dawn keep moaning about the sex.
she and her "FUCK ME NOW"
darren and his stupid drawing.no life right.
we ate damn full luh.
went to a corner to smoke.
i hearby announce that i gotta quit smokin and
my this pack of crig will be my last.
no one want to believe me.fine.
after that we headed to arcade and let the birthday boy play his game.
fuck,one token could last him for so long.
is time to watched our moive,"ah long"i was like grumbling and
neve wish to waste my ten buck on singapore movie.
turn out is worthwhile.
i laugh to tears.even veron,the most quiet among us laugh non stop.
is quite silly show.hahahas.
thumb up for makin me laugh.went to cinelesiure to play CS.
gosh,i making me puke.stupid duster,keep killin me.
got home like 5 in the morning and have to wake up at 8.ughs.
so only 3hours to sleep.
i miss her.
SUN
met duster and jun for dinner at serangoon.
the foodis nice but too much of spice.
had gastric then went over to duster house after dinner.
ate medicine.YUCK!
slack for while and plannin on what time we meetin the next day.
prank call some ppl.hahas.
i really miss her fuckin lot.sigh.slept at 3am.waking up at 6.45am.tire man.
MON-
sensota time.duster mornin call me.i'm so so suprise that he actually could wake up
but turn out he didn't sleep at all.
met babe at compass.babe keep complainin to me that duster
didn't mornin call her and bla bla.
then after took train and met veron at serangoon.
she is breathless cos she ran luh.old man!
buddy called and nag at us for being late.
hahahs.she took mc for my sake.smile.
breakfast while waiting for dawn.she is always the last.
i fell asleep at there for one hour and no one wake me up.
i got myself burn.
i lazy to type le luh.i really miss her.
sometime i wonder should i ask her when are we goin out again.
no courage.sigh.
oh ya,went to drink with cousin,dawn and veron.i got my tipsy luh.
reached home about 3plus.tire.
have to wake up 9!!gosh.

LAST NIGHT-
went to drink with colleagues.
i fail le luh.
suppose not to drink for a month.
and not even one week,i drink again.
i'm seriously very tire but calvy
dragge me to light house.
ugh.went home at 2plus.

TODAY-
i felt so shag.
so sick.
sleepy.
headache.
tire.
moody.
thirsty.
love sick.
miss her alot.
wanna see her so badly.
wanna hear her voice.
wanna see her smile.
sigh.
will you just forget the thought of it?
give me a chance and let me tell you what is love?
don push me away.

finally busy's day is over.
we are short handed here.
alright,ppl calling me and askin me what is my plan.
let me tell you k.
my valentine is my mum.=x
no joke.
today seem to be special but nothing to me.

you may not want to start relationship yet.
you're not prepared too.
i do not know what is your reasons so far.
i like you a lot is what i know.
you don know what going on cos
you doesn't know what is love.
if i can have a chance,let me tell you what is love?
everything i do is with all my heart into it.
what would you say if i tell you,
"is time for you to give ppl a chance"
will you just forget the thoughts?
a chance to show you what is love.
i miss you.

work is kinda boring today.
is not busy and waiting for time pass fast
so me and my colleagues gambling.
gosh.
i lose over 60buck.fucks.
is play anyway.hahas.i'm use to it.
ended work at 6pm.
7plus went over to Long Beach
for company's D&D.
is stand for dinner and drink not dinner and dance.what the hell.
drank alot during dinner.ordering so many  jugs of beer.
and end up i finished for them.
gosh,i accidentlly ate salmon.YUCK!
make me thought of mabel,buddy and darren.
gf is nice,she ate my share.smiles.
made them laugh.cos i'm being force to wear heel and walked cat walk.
i actually did it man.cool.
headed to breeze bar for drink.me and calvy was like thinkin whether we guys able to continue
to drink when our tummy is sooo bloated.
dawn and veron came.
we drank wine,about 2 or 3 barrels of beer and 2jugs of beer.
gf and kris vomited.-puke-
lousy drinker.hahas.
everything was so fine actually.
something really did happen.i swear.
is making me go nut.
cos alan tried getting near dawn,so i tryin my best to protect her.
end up i really got no choice,i get constance to get him away before i do anything.
when we walkin to car park,half way thru,argued with alan over dawn.
alright,i'm got so pissed,if not for jolin,i would have jus bloody hell punch your face.
what crap are you talking about,i don give a damn whether you and dawn are friends.
that don give you a fuckin right to touch her.
true to say that dawn didn't do anything to push you away but she  is quite afraid of you and she don know what to do.
so i was there to help her.protect her.
ughs!driving me to nut k.
constance was tryin to pull us away.annoying.
after that kris make me go home with him and her.WTF!
on the way back,kris lost her phone and she wanted go back and search her phone.
we told her that the phone alr off and no point goin back.
arguing till i go crazy,in the middle of road,i get down from the cab
when the cab actually waiting for the red light turn green.
i'm pissed!!

i miss her alot.
whole night,my mind was all about her.
i like her alot.sigh.
happy valentine.

woke up at 12plus.
waiting for babe and duster to wake up.they said meet at 3.
end up me and mabel staying at home till 4plus.
so i met mabel first at TAKA.
went to Tiffany&Co.she need to get her bracelet adjust.
soon,went to get paul's present.
what making us "MALU" was i have to video call gf and babies about which cream i should get.
i'm like advertising the cream in thje middle of TAKA.
whicle mabel holding the phone.standing in front of me.
gosh.
is worth $127.40 and the cream is meant to apply on your fat and will shed away.
me and mabel was wondering izit really work??
met buddy and darren at far east.waiting for that idiots(kaijun and duster).
i wonder why izit we always wait for them.
bumped into venus and doris.
they was grumbling about their job hunt.
7plus,mabel got pissed with the two idiots.
we decided to eat sushi.
hahahas.without babe cos she got sushi phobia.
is like finally i can eat sushi.
soooo happy.i keep craving for it.hahahas.
buudy is so nice to give in to me cos she alr ate sushi in the morning.
but she don havin it again.
later on,babe text me and said they not coming.
wow,put us aeroplane.
so we ate and ate.feelin bloody full.i swear.we order quite alot of sushi.
but i enjoy k.is like it been a long time since i like ate sushi.
stupid darren,ordering that cheese chicken and ate one 1 piece.
i have to finish for him of cos.
buddy is mean,mabel and darren too.cos they keep forcing me to eat salmon.
yuck,i hate it k.
fishes is out of my life.i only ate some fishes.
hahas.i craving for this "WHITE FISH".
sob.they keep disturbing me.
done eating,decide to go 7-11 since darren and mabel wanna get love box.
i bumped into my younger bro.always bumped into him.ughs.
i wonder is mabel izit blind,7-11 sign is so big yet she can't see.
just now i was looking at condom and this lazy keep looking at me and
i blush.oh,i tryin to search for love box luh.
in the end,they don have stock.wanted to watch movie but no one wan.
mabel tire.buddy oso.whatever man.
so buddy and darren went home.
send mabel home,took cab to her house then veron's house.
met veorn and slack.we keep crapping.she is sick.
poor boy,sayang.get well soon man.
smiles.
gf watch movie alone by herself.sooo weird.
hahahas.
now i'm home.
that the end of the day.lalala

awwww.back to work.as usual.
hahas.crapping and gambling at work.
finally i cut my hair.
i got the urge to text her but i don dare.
i miss her luh.
ended work,met babe and duster for supper at jalan kayu.
we placed alot of orders.
but  eventually we finish it k.-claps-
that great job.
we still can go for dessert since duster craving for soya beancurb.
i crack a joke till we drop tears.
video call with mabel.we didn't see her face but only a dog.
but why dog?
sometimes i wonder why duster is so lame?
i told him this "you're the most lamest guy i ever seen in my life"
after that went to duster house,played his PSP.
dawn and veron came.
we drink.that my first time seein babe drink k.
she don willing to drink but she got no choice.
bla bla.i falling asleep now.
sweet dream.